Monday, December 05, 2005

A very very Lonely Week.......

As the title goes, this has really been a very very lonely week. A week that I had to spend alone without the warmth and gentleness of my baby girl. She is currently in Vietnam for work purposes and well, I'm here feeling so lonely for the first time. Guess its really me always taking her for granted, that I kinda know for a fact that she'll always be next to me whenever and wherever I need her. However, this time round, I guess, I'm so very very wrong. It is through moments like these that really affirms the point that I will not always have her around and I just can't take our (no matter how grounded it is) relationship for granted. As the saying goes, "You'll never know until its gone". I now hold true to its straightforth meaning. Though it was only a WEEK, it really was tormenting to my heart. Nights just passing so slowly as I stare blankly into the ceiling of my suddenly cold room. The music on Class 95FM (my lullaby station) doesn't help either. Now that the long week is finally coming to an end, I can let out a slight relief. However, through all these, it kinda makes me love her that even more, treasure her so much more and wanna do and say all that I could in one lifetime. To sum it all up, a shout out, "I miss you Dear!"

Quotes to live by:

"Trying is not an option."

“I am not in this world to live up to your expectations so I do not expect you to live up to mine.”

“When experience is viewed in a certain way, it presents nothing but doorways into the domain of the soul.”
Jon Kabat-Zinn